Seandainya

Seandainya saja kamu datang malam ini, mungkin aku bisa mengusir rasa benciku ke kamu. Tapi.... Kamu dimana?

Perfect by Simple Plan

Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that
I'm alright
And you can't change me

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

another the best day of my life

Stupid

Aku punya mulut
Aku punya mata
Aku punya telinga
Aku punya hati

Aku juga mau didengar
Aku juga mau dipandang indah
Aku juga mau mendengar
Aku juga mau dimengerti

Jangan samakan aku dengan dia. Orang lain yg sukanya ikut campur urusan orang. Dia siapa? Aku siapa? Dia cuma orang lain. Dia bukan siapa-siapa!!! Aku? Aku anakmu! Knp km lebih belain orang itu! Km tau ga gimana rasanya? Sakit! Rasanya kayak km ngelobangin hatiku sampe kebagian paling dalam dan km lumuri dengan air garam lalu km jatuhkan kejurang berkali-kali!

Ga ada yg bisa ngobatin rasa sakitnya aku! Sekalipun km bahagiakan aku dengan barang-barang mahal. Aku bukan anak yg terlalu bisa km banggain. Nilai pas-pasan, pinter juga ga, kerja juga belum. Aku cuma bisa nyusahin km aja! Aku cuma bisa nyusahin orang-orang disekitarku!

"everybody screaming, I try to make a sound but no one hear me"

Lagunya simple plan yg judulnya untitled emang cocok banget buat aku hahahaha :'))))))))))))))